Awww.....my brother just told me i'm an inspiration to him. *sniff* Brought tears to my eyes. This is after i called him for a pep talk. He is in Pharmacy school and I am SO proud of him. Not just because he is in Pharmacy school. He's a good kid. My mom was blessed with a pretty awesome son.
I've had a rough 24 hours plus i think i'm hormonal to boot. My father did something that touched my heart this morning. I have so much love and support from my family, i can't even feel sorry for myself sometimes. You know how u get into a "woe is me" mode and you just want to feel sorry for yourself and feel like no one cares about you? Well, i don't have the luxury of indulging in that kind of self-pity (for too long) because even as i start to feel like i'm all alone and no one cares, i realise what a blatant lie that is and how much my family supports and cares about me. It's like we are all in med school together, the highs and lows, fear of bad grades, actual bad grades, good grades, sighs of relief, we all experience it together. I love them so much. It seems like as i get older and friends fall by the way side, i have drawn closer to my family. Thank God for sisters.
I am blessed and i remain thankful.
This semester is shaping up to be something special and it is already mentally taxing. I'm trying to figure a lot of things out with boards at the forefront of my mind. I'm worried/scared/apprehensive. I sent a ridiculously high goal and i figured even if i fall short, i will still be very comfortable. I've gotten good advice from people, now i have to find time to implement it along with studying for school. It's going to be tough. I just have to be tougher.
Blogging will most likely take a back seat. Just a heads up in case that ends up happening. This is my life and i have to be serious with it for the next 6 months. After that, i can play with u guys again ;)
Send prayers and positive thoughts my way. I will definitely be needing it.
I've had a rough 24 hours plus i think i'm hormonal to boot. My father did something that touched my heart this morning. I have so much love and support from my family, i can't even feel sorry for myself sometimes. You know how u get into a "woe is me" mode and you just want to feel sorry for yourself and feel like no one cares about you? Well, i don't have the luxury of indulging in that kind of self-pity (for too long) because even as i start to feel like i'm all alone and no one cares, i realise what a blatant lie that is and how much my family supports and cares about me. It's like we are all in med school together, the highs and lows, fear of bad grades, actual bad grades, good grades, sighs of relief, we all experience it together. I love them so much. It seems like as i get older and friends fall by the way side, i have drawn closer to my family. Thank God for sisters.
I am blessed and i remain thankful.
This semester is shaping up to be something special and it is already mentally taxing. I'm trying to figure a lot of things out with boards at the forefront of my mind. I'm worried/scared/apprehensive. I sent a ridiculously high goal and i figured even if i fall short, i will still be very comfortable. I've gotten good advice from people, now i have to find time to implement it along with studying for school. It's going to be tough. I just have to be tougher.
Blogging will most likely take a back seat. Just a heads up in case that ends up happening. This is my life and i have to be serious with it for the next 6 months. After that, i can play with u guys again ;)
Send prayers and positive thoughts my way. I will definitely be needing it.
:D Keep your chin up hon!!!
ReplyDeleteFamily over everything. Always.
ReplyDeleteGoodluck with school.
Nothing like a supportive family.
ReplyDeleteAll the best with Med school.
.....Family support is always good to have.
ReplyDelete"It's going to be tough. I just have to be tougher. "- keep up the good spirit! you will do better than your dreams.
The love and support from family is a blessing and I'm happy you have that. I'm pretty sure we're all rooting for you on blogville as well so focus hard on school when and if you need to, we'll play over the summer lol. Kick boards butt, hard!
ReplyDeleteI wish you all the best. One of my favorite quotes is 'Do what you have to to so you can do what you want to do'.
ReplyDeleteI hope it helps you keep focus like it does for me.
Goodluck with your studies and may God bless you and your family and keep you guys there for one another always. After God, family is everything!
ReplyDeleteGoodluck madame sting.
ReplyDeleteAww having a good family is just a blessing my dear.
ReplyDeleteAll the best!
I know what you mean Madame Stinger cos I feel like I go through each test and exam with my son and we both wait for the grades together. Lol! Thanks for this post. There is really nothing like family. Your post revved me up even more to keep fighting to hold mine together. No matter what. I will surely be praying for you each time I do same for my son. He just went back for his second term of college. You both will excel to the glory of God's name. He will reward all your hard work with good success in Jesus name. Amen!
ReplyDeletewoo hoo! how is step one studying going? Don't fret - its just January. But it def shld be on my mind around this time. But.. don't fret. Focus more on learning class stuff.. you're inadvertently studying for boards too!
ReplyDeleteg/l and lemme know if i can do anything! and yes, blogging shld def take a back seat now. def.
That's a cute picture. All the best dearie, we'll be praying for you.
ReplyDeleteyou r blessed!!!!
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